cheevan's thought

加恩跟心頌是我念大學時，師大團契的學長跟學姊。
大一的時候加恩數學系大四，每個禮拜五中午帶大一小組查經；
每次他都會丟出很難回答的問題，加上嚴肅又正經的臉，
時為小大一的我在緊張又靈命淺薄下只能晾在那兒。

心頌那個時候是團契主席，是個溫暖的大姐姊(雖然可能身材嬌小了點XD)。
我們又同一個小家(信心)，大一上跳啦啦幾乎很少去聚會，但總會告訴我聚會的訊息，
加上很令人感到溫馨的氣氛，後來就從大一下有比較穩定的聚會，一直到出國前。

後來他倆都到華神進修，現在都是傳道人囉！願上帝賜服給這兩個祂熱心的僕人。

但是在婚禮上聽到另外一個消息，卻讓我有點驚訝，有點，怎麼講，覺得可惜。
師大團契跟我同屆，心輔系的慕義，也在同一天結婚了。
但他沒有把這個消息讓我們知道。


We were once really close, or at least I thought we were close.
He is the kind of friend whose wedding you'd definitely show up! But, alas,
because of a previous relationship of his that didn't end up well,
he chose not to inform the people who shared such a valuable part of college life together.
I still remember vividly that a few days before I left for the excahnge thing back in 03, 
I went to see a dentist;
he even showed up in the clinic just to give me a present! 
So, being not able to attend neither his wedding, nor the banquet, 
is such a disappointment for me. Or maybe he doesn't view me the way I view him? 
I know I am not good at keeping in touch with friends,
but I did called him a few times since I joined the Army. Or maybe that just wasn't enough.

Dear muyi, I wish you all the best in your future life; 
no matter have hard it will be, you know God is always there.
Have a happy honeymoon!